I'm fitting well into the university like I guess, trying to keep up with the submissions of assignments and group projects that are due this month.
What's been keeping me alive during the insanely tedious task of being a student is the presence of great and cool friends that I have known throughout the last 2 months.
Yes hello i van, i know you're reading this (:

Bad/sad/depressing things have been happening the last week or so, fatfat<3 ,linette going away, bf's injury and so on. Bad things come in three only i hope, so may it stop there please thank you oh so very much.

Emotions taking rollarcoaster rides lately ):
Hate changes, hate losing the people i love and adore around me
Hate being pessimistic, hate being optimistic and then experience the pain when hope is all lost
Hate the feeling of not being able to cry ;

Homework load/revision load is starting to pile up, must work really hard after the next 2 weeks.
After quinfac bashhhh (:
I'm soooo nervous about dance seriously, what if i screw up?
Oh btw, i've been quite clumsy lately, fell down thrice during the frisbee competition, I have difficulty dancing now, what with the abrasion on my knee ):

Plus, I wish.. that certain disparities in life didn't exist.
I don't know why but i feel so easily out of place among certain groups of people.
Is it just me, am i feeling self-conscious or... does everyone feel the same way?
 

Oh and btw, yc and i just celebrated our year and a half anniversary, time flies real fast,
I love you more and more each passing day baby♥

thats all so far, i'll try to update again soon!!

I'm lying on my bed with the laptop on my tummy and I'm hiding under the blanket so that the light doesn't wake my sister up.

I think the previos post help me alot,motivated me an gave me luck,because guess what,say hello to

 judy, future nurse to be (:

tiny teeny bit fearful about the future but abit of anticipation, very uneasy about going another new school with no real friends..crescent gave me shuping, pj gave me annabel, 2 of the bestest friends i have who still care about me despite my lack of meetups with them (:

Honestly I've always been a friend oriented person, no wonder my mother thinks I'm so immature and wild because I wanna hang out with friends more. this isn't a good thing as well , I'd ended up depending heavily on them and then...things happen. So yeah, I think I'd have to be more independant. Hard to though, for such an insecure clumsy oaf like me.

I don't feel rested at all, work has been occupying my time,and although the colleagues are fun, I don;t deny that the work is challenging. Oh wait, challenging is an understatement. So yeah, the world has many kinds of people, the good the bad and the really really ugly.
Upsetting really but such is the service industry.

I'm scared, this one emotion is probably the most frequent emotion i have been feeling throughout my 20 plus years of life. I'm scared.
Que sara,sara.